Life Sucks

I started this blog several years ago…. barely…. while I was attempting to help my oldest daughter survive brain cancer …. I really honestly thought I could save her….Isnt that what a mother is supposed to do?…..Then she got an iron transfusion and all hell broke loose…. the end came on July 7, 2018… and I have been lost, floating since….I honestly believe the things we were doing could have saved her life…. but I let a doctor tell me I was wrong…

I had always intended to come back to this page some day…. to elaborate on the things we did that I felt were successful…. to tell others not to waste their time on the things that didnt… time passed… Covid hit… life went on… or did it? …. not really… I am honestly stuck back in time…. back in 2018….grieving… wondering what I could have done differently….. regretting….wishing things had turned out different…. but they didnt…. and here I am stuck in time with no direction…. no purpose….lost….

But my life is not different than the life of anyone else…. there might be a few that have it all together…. but I am betting the number is not very big….life sucks for most of us…. just in different ways….I am not special…neither are you…. we are all stuck in this thing called life together….and yes….I believe in GOD…but I have lost my way….lost my path…my purpose…..Well today my friends, I have decided it is time to put it all together….find my path… find my purpose…get back on the path….care to join me?

Angie